New Year - New Plans & Acts

Hello to my dear Friends and Followers,  Have a Joyful New Year Everyone! I hope you had a wonderful peaceful winter Holiday, when you relaxed and fill with energy yourself. Mine was so dynamical and intresting. I tryed to concentrate a little bit myself my ambitions instead of the global, which means I sent many job applications, I spent my spare time with precious people, who appreciated my volunteer works. I steped out from my comfort zone I made my first Yule Log Cake with my boyfriend together, yes we were baking together this was one of the present, which I gave to him and their family. The experience

We celebrated my former collegue's  Birthday. I  went to cinema with my partner and make connection with new person, who want to cooperate with me to help her Foundation's work, who want to end that the plastics polluting the oceans. This is so exciting!

Our first meeting will be on tomorrow afternoon and this means we start the act to inspire and educate mass of the people in institutions, schools or  community centers.

Maybe this will be the second step or task  that building connections and cooperate to start the act. Finaly, I have understood  that I can not solve problems alone but I can help others, give a crutch to manage their aims. This will be helpful to get over my ecological depression.

I do not have to write everything about the crisis, or not just write, because actually this is an inact activity. But I can help to organize important events to help the communications and prepare the actions . This is a punctual goal and my task is to organize because this is my profession.

Actually, I love my profession and I have always been loved with private events like weddings or birthday parties. But there are something more which are useful for our civilization and this my exsistential need. Try to save our ecological circle now.

When I saw the Australian fires, and how many animals lost their lifes in this catastrophy. It was Christmas morning and I felt very bad for that. As I can remember I was watching in the television the news and I felt that I will be not happy anymore if others suffers. Can I feel happy or comfortable again in the future? Or this could be worse and worse ? What will be the END?

This feeling came to much more frightening on the first day of the  New Year,  when I got a mild panic attack with shaking, sweating, and got a short of breath. I had never got like this kind of trauma. And there was no sign before this thing, I was not angry.

But this attack like a heart attack happend with me I am just at the begining of my thirtys year. I am not drinking alcohol or smoking. But I realy worry about our Planet our Enviroment and our Civilization.

This is not a game, and We can not ignore the consequences, because if you uderstand what's happening around us you might lose the control even if you do not want to.

This was a big slap and I would like to warn you carefuly when you reach that point the best thing to do is to start the act with others to do something to do not freeze down.